Before I read his book I thought the cost of discipleship was leaving a good salary, having to learn ancient Hebrew, and tripling my intake of caffeine. But the further I go in my spiritual journey, the more I have realized... to truly follow Christ, you must be willing to die so you can be resurrected – you must live a life in balance between dying to your old self and embracing a new, resurrected self.

Which takes us to our question found at the end of Matthew 16:24-26.

Jesus asks two really big questions that have taken me years to grasp. What will it profit me if I gain the whole world but forfeit my life? Or what will I give in return for my life? It seems Jesus is asking a rhetorical question to make a startling point. “If you want to save your life, prepare to lose it. But if you lose your life for my sake…you’ll find it.”

So let me ask you this: What are you going to do with your life? Will you live it by the world’s standards, perusing your own self interest? Or how God wants us to live, in self-giving communities of love?

I believe Jesus is calling us to embrace a resurrection life, but in order to do so...something has to give. Jesus knows this is going to be difficult to live out, muchless understand. Luckily, he provides us with a three-step method to get us going.

Jesus, like the Buddha, calls us to renounce the ego, to abandon it for something greater than ourselves. This is means every day your ego will have to die a little death so you can be born anew to live a resurrected life. This death, it’s not necessarily a bad thing. A seed must die to create a new plant. This is what Jesus demonstrated on the cross. Through death comes new life.

Step Two…Take up the Cross.

Now one could say this is the big, contextual idea of Christianity. A vivid metaphor for self-denial, that invites us to participate in the fullness of life, and without the fear of death. Which seems ironic given the fact that the cross was one of Rome’s most brutal weapons.

The soldiers told anyone who dare to rebel against Caesar to “pick up you cross.” It was common for a convicted criminal to strap the horizontal wood beam onto his back and lug it to the place he would be killed. Along the way he’d be subject to humiliation, ridicule, and shame before finally enduring an agonizing death that could take hours, or even days to complete.

Peter understood the cross to be a symbol of great suffering and shame. Which is why, in the previous verses when Jesus tells him what he is about to go through, Peter steps up to protect his teacher. And he was rebuked. His ego thought he could save Jesus. Jesus had a cross to bear. And so do we.
We don’t save people. God does. But we can show them how to be reborn.

Living a resurrected life means making the work of Jesus our top priority. But you can’t do this when your old self is getting in the way. You have to let it die so you can live a new life in imitation of the One who leads the way.

Step Three: Following Jesus.

​Like the other two, this verb is in present tense. This means a constant, mindful, daily effort. To follow Jesus means we have to make the daily decision to devote our hearts, hands, thoughts, and lips to doing God’s will. Living a resurrected life means constantly asking yourself, “Am I doing what I want, or what God wants me to do?” Am I loving others as God loves me, or forgiving as I have been forgiven, helping as I want to be helped?

As Bonhoeffer taught, God’s grace doesn’t come cheap. Cheap grace is like what we talked about last week...when Jesus asked why do you call me Lord but not do what I tell you to do. In contrast, Jesus showed us that grace is costly because it costs us our lives if we want to find true life. It calls us to see what Jesus does and then do it, even if the world rejects you or kills you in the process.

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Why is this important?
Jesus asked, “What good is all the stuff in the world if you forfeit your life?” God has given you life, so what are you going to do with it? Your will? Or God’s?

God wants our total allegiance and commitment. Worldly possessions or suffering shouldn’t be a deterrent for giving God what God wants. Sooner or later, earthly things will fade away. But spiritual things resurrect into bigger and better things. If a person rejects God’s will to becomes the richest, most powerful person on earth, that person will have lost the only part of his or her self that lasts forever. The soul.

Jeffery Epstein, the multimillionaire who recently committed suicide in jail, is a perfect example of someone who had it all – money, mansions, and material wealth. By living his life by his terms, his ego drove him to do some horrific things to other human beings. At the end of the day all he accumulated in life could not save him from himself.

As Micheal Huffington wrote, “Everything we think we own is only being loaned to us until we die. And on our deathbed, at the moment of death, no one but God can save our souls.”

If we focus all our attention on the successes of this world… what will it do for us after this life has passed? If we feed our physical desires yet starve our spiritual well-being, what will we really gain?

As God’s beloved children, we are called to embrace a resurrected life above all other life. Jesus is not giving us a prosperity gospel, where God desires to shower you in material wealth. He gives us a costly one – one that makes you spiritually rich as you deepen your relationship with God.

You can have the latest and greatest cell phone, one that can do amazing things and keep you entertained for hours on end. But its joy and fulfillment will only last until a new, faster, smarter and sexier phone comes along. What the world offers us, will only last so long. Our souls will last an eternity.

We can’t ignore the health of our souls any more than the health of our bodies. Just as our physical lives need to be nourished, so to does the spiritual. And that nourishment is love…God’s love for us and our love for one another. God is love – the ultimate source of nourishment for our souls. The cross is a perfect reminder of how far God will go to love us. Out of his great love for us, Jesus paid the ultimate price for our souls.

By his death and resurrection, Jesus has given us new life, with a new meaning and purpose. And today he’s asking us what are we going to do with it, now that we have received it? God invites us to participate in love…to see and do what Jesus does, so that others can learn and teach the will of God.

As Bonhoeffer reminds us, sacrificial love is never cheap. It comes with a cost. More often than not, that cost is your life. Giving up of your old selfish, ego-centered life for one of self-denial, cross-bearing, faithful following of the One who draws us back into the heart of God, the epicenter of love and life everlasting.

Once you take God’s grace and love into your heart, once you claim the name of Christ, there’s no going back. But that’s the price I’m willing to pay to be with the One who loves me, no matter what.



Work Cited
Bonhoeffer, Dietrich. The Cost of Discipleship. (New York: MacMillan, 1939).
Huffington, Micheal. https://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/michael_huffington_505117
​Rohr, Richard. Immortal Diamond. (San Francisco: Jossey-Bass, 2013).

Today I’d like to share a message written by Margaret Manning Shull on the topic of being “fully alive.” I am sharing it because when I read this piece I kept asking myself, “Am I feeing alive, fully and completely? Or am I just going through the motions?” Manning doesn’t answer my question for me but she does offer a few great perspectives that help us see who we are through God’s lens and from the perspective of Jesus - the hero of this blog site. I hope that you will read her words, and the words of those she quotes, with an open heart and meditate on whatever feelings arise in you.

“The glory of God is the human person fully alive.”

I first read this quote by Irenaeus of Lyons while still a graduate student. In my early rendering of this evocative statement, I imagined people at play in a field of flowers, the sun shining brightly. Everyone is happy and smiling, laughing even, as they dance and play in the fields of the Lord. As I pictured it in my mind’s eye, the human person fully alive was a person alive to possibility, never-ending opportunities, and always happy. How could it be otherwise with God’s glory as the enlivening force?

One author suggests the same in his commentary on Irenaeus’ statement:
“God’s intentions towards me might be better than I’d thought. His happiness and my happiness are tied together? My coming fully alive is what He’s committed to? That’s the offer of Christianity? Wow! I mean, it would make no small difference if we knew–and I mean really knew–that down-deep-in-your-toes kind of knowing that no one and nothing can talk you out of–if we knew that our lives and God’s glory were bound together. Things would start looking up. It would feel promising…the offer is life.”(1)

Despite my romantic imagination and the author’s exuberant interpretation, I am often perplexed as to just what “fully alive” looks like for many people in our world. How would this read to women in the Congo, for example, whose lives are torn apart by tribal war and violence against their own bodies? What would this mean to an acquaintance of mine who is a young father recently diagnosed with lymphoma? What about those who are depressed? Or who live with profound disabilities?

​If feeling alive is only that God is happy when we are happy, then perhaps God is quite sad. Surely God’s glory is much larger than human happiness, isn’t it? Certainly, happiness is a gift and a blessing of the human experience, and for many it is there in abundance. Yet, are those who have reason for sorrow—those who do not find themselves amidst fields of flowers or bounty, those who have to work to find goodness—are they beyond the reflection of God’s glory?

The reality is that Irenaeus’ oft-used and oft-interpreted statement had a specific, apologetic context that was not really about human happiness. Irenaeus lived during a time when gnostic sects were trying to deny the real flesh and blood reality of Jesus. In their alternative view, only the spirit was redeemed, and the body should be ignored at best, or indulged at worst, since nothing regarding the body mattered.

As a result, they denied the full humanity of Jesus. He could not have died a physical death on the cross, since he was merely an enlightened spirit, or some form of lesser deity. And he was certainly not one who would enter into the created world to take on the messy nature of life.(2)

When Irenaeus describes the glory of God as the human being fully alive he is correcting this aberrant and heretical notion that Jesus was not fully human. Irenaeus countered that in fact, the glory of God so inhabited this man from Nazareth that he was fully alive to all of what it meant to be human.

Jesus experienced hunger, thirst, weariness, frustration, sorrow, and despair—and he experienced the joy and beauty that came from complete dependence on God. To be fully alive, as one sees in the life of Jesus, includes all human experience—the joys as well as the sorrows.

We see that Jesus is fully alive in the Christian tradition of Holy Week. For Christians, that journey includes Good Friday and Holy Saturday just as surely as it includes Easter morning. As Jesus experienced the miraculous new life of resurrection on Easter morning, he first experienced the sorrow of rejection, betrayal, and the physical brutality of crucifixion and death. Jesus lived the depths of the human experience as one of us.

Irenaeus’ continues his thought by saying: “[T]he life of man is the vision of God. If the revelation of God through creation already brings life to all living beings on the earth, how much more will the manifestation of the Father by the Word bring life to those who see God.”(3)

Human beings are fully alive as they find life in this One who in his human life reveals both the eternal God and the vision of God for fully alive human beings. Certainly, our lives include events and seasons that we wish were not part of the fully alive human experience. But perhaps those who seek true life might recognize these appointments with both death and resurrection as an entryway into a deeper understanding of the human experience.

And as that door is opened, we can be ushered into the deep and abiding fellowship of the Divine Community—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—not phantom spirits, not distant deities, but intimates to all that it means to be human.


Margaret Manning Shull is a member of the writing and speaking team at Ravi Zacharias International Ministries in Bellingham, Washington.

​Manning Shull, Margaret. Slice of Infinity devotional. August 13, 2019.


(1) John Eldridge, Waking the Dead(Nashville: Thomas-Nelson Publishers, 2003), 12.

(2) Cyril Richardson ed., Early Christian Fathers (New York: Collier Books, 1970), 345.
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(3) Irenaeus of Lyons, Against Heresies, (IV, 20, 7).

The moral of this lesson: Follow God. And while we’re on the topic of following..

Here’s another fun fact: Did you know Katy Perry is the most followed person on Twitter? She has over 107 million followers. That’s crazy. People love to follow celebrities, their words, lifestyles, diets and sometimes fashion choices. They want to know all about them, interact with them and be like them.

It’s one thing to follow someone you admire on Twitter or Instagram, but it’s another to imitate their lives and do what they tell you to do. That’s why it’s important to choose the right people to follow. And not just on social media.

Many times people wanted to follow Jesus, but he discouraged them saying you’ll have to give up all your possessions, your family, your home. And there’s a good chance you will be tortured and killed for doing so. He doesn’t sell it very well.

Yet, out of all the people who have ever lived, Jesus has the largest number of followers. In fact, today there are over 2.4 billion people in the world who call themselves Christians. Many want to to know him, to be with him, and to do everything that Jesus asks them to do. But how many of us “Christians” are actually willing to deny ourselves, to pick up a cross and follow Christ to those places we fear to go? Which takes us to our question for the day.

In Luke 6, Jesus is instructing people on the cost of discipleship. What it means to follow him. In what looks like a series of tweets, Jesus lays out God’s agenda,...which includes the beatitudes and Golden Rule.

But towards the end, in verse 46, Jesus asks: “Why do you call me Lord, Lord but not do what I tell you to do?”

Sit on that for a moment. Scroll through your head, and thank about the last 24 hours of your life. How would you answer his question? “Why do you call me Lord, but not do what I tell you to do?”

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​It’s not fair to take one sentence from the Bible and base your entire faith upon it. We need context if our answer is going to be meaningful.But this particular verse is like ordering a ham sandwich and only eating the meat.This question is a meal all on its own.

Of all the questions Jesus asked, this is the one we need to chew on everyday. Every Christian should wake up asking, “What can I do today to be more kind, more forgiving, more compassionate, more like Jesus?” Before we close our eyes, we should reflect on the those things that we did...or perhaps did not do but could have.

This question causes me to take inventory of my own life. Not so I can check off a box from a list of things to do. I do it so that I can remain present in my heart and in my faith and with my Lord. By looking at what I did and did not do, I am reminded of who Jesus is, and the grace that is given to me because of what he did for me.

Jesus is a man of action. His words matter because what he says and does for others changes their lives forever. If we decide to call ourselves Christians, to call Christ our Lord, then we ought to be like Christ each and every day. With our heart, and not just our mouth.

In Matthew, Jesus He tells a parable about a dad who needs his two sons to go plow the land. The first kid said he wasn’t going to help, but actually did while the other said he would go but never showed up. In this parable, Jesus prefers the one who does the right thing than the one who merely says the right words.

 What we do matters more than what we say . Politicians say the right stuff to get elected, but very few actually follow through on their promises. And let’s face it, historically Christianity hasn’t always been good at imitating the actual life and teachings of the man we call Lord.

Jesus doesn’t want words, he wants action. He doesn’t want us to simply believe. He wants us to be transformed and healed in the process. Jesus wants our faith to mean something for ourselves and others. And of course, for the Kingdom of God.

Jesus doesn’t ask for a sinner’s prayer, but invites us to be with the sinners, to be the love and grace of God in the world to those who need it the most. We need to get off our knees and onto our feet; to take God’s love and make a difference to others. We can’t claim Christianity with our lips if Christ is not present in our hearts.

Here are three simple things you can do right now to do what Jesus calls all of us to do.

First, you can show compassion to others by entering their hearts with Christ like love.

This is as simple as being mindful and truly present in life. Look around you and you will see that there is always someone who needs your help, and your heart. It might mean you have to listen to a story you’ve heard a thousand times before. Or enter a person’s pain, brokenness, fear, confusion and anguish.

As Henri Nouwen taught, “Compassion challenges us to cry out with those in misery, to mourn with those who are lonely, to weep with those in tears. Compassion requires us to be weak with the weak, vulnerable with the vulnerable, and powerless with the powerless.Compassion means full immersion in the condition of being human.”

Time and time again, Jesus showed compassion for the sick, the dying, the grieving, and the stranger. Even when he was tired, and needed sleep, “Jesus saw the crowds and had compassion on them.” To do what Jesus did is to show your heart to others. To love all people... no matter what. Just as God loves and shows compassion to us, so too must we go and do the same.

Second, you can serve someone in need, without expecting anything in return.

Maybe someone needs you to pick something up. Or to help them with a problem or project. Maybe you know someone who is sick or going through treatment for cancer or rehabilitation after surgery. Perhaps it’s their family that needs you. You have to ask yourself, how can I be the presence of Christ in their situation? How can I do this selflessly like Jesus did, not expecting anything in return?

When I was going through cancer treatment, my dear friend Kevin took me to the hospital every Monday for my chemo session. It was nice to get a ride and have company, but what mattered more was knowing I had a friend who wanted to help...and didn’t expect anything in return. His love, as was the love of so many others who helped my family get through this event, let me know that I was not alone. God was with me, because God was making himself known in them.

Kevin still serves others with a heart of Christ. And in doing so, teaches us and reminds us to do the same. He is an important part of our church family for this very reason. Jesus fed people, and healed and helped others without ever expecting or asking for anything in return. He trusted God’s lead, and followed God’s will and not his own.

What Jesus did on the cross for us and for the world is impossible to repay. I don’t think God gives us love and grace so we will be indebted, but so we can be God’s love and grace for one another. One more reason why important to follow and obey the right people.

The third thing you can do is to share your story with others.

Don’t be afraid to admit your faith, even if you don’t fully understand it. People are curious creatures. They want to know you and because of that curiosity they can get to know God’s love for them...if you are willing to share it with them. You don’t have to be perfect, just present, authentic, and honest, even if you constantly mess up.

Your willingness to allow God to work through you is a great testimony to how God works in the world. In fact, I’ve discovered some of my best stories stem from my greatest failures. So be honest, be vulnerable, be willing to put your faith out there by being who Jesus wants you to be.

Other things you can do is to refuse to bully people. Or condemn those who are not like you. Stop judging and start loving people for who they are...beloved children of God. Jesus taught us that if we are easy on one another then life will become a lot easier. Give away your life and you will receive more than you could ever imagine. It’s who we are to others…that counts in the Kingdom of God. Thus Jesus wants us to have the heart of Christ inside us, and the hands of Christ in the world.

It’s a lot to ask of anyone, and at times you might think you don’t know what to do. If that happens, just ask yourself what you’d like Jesus to do for you and go and do that for people in your life.

Jesus was a man of action. His words were verbs and imperatives. Go. Be. Do. Follow. Lend. Help. Forgive. Heal. Feed. Love. Selflessly and freely. Many will say yes to following him and  believing in what he said and did. But who will actually show up to do the work he has called us to do?

Who will be like Christ and help bring healing to our suffering and brokenness?

Who will see what Jesus does and take it out into the world to do the will of God so that others can see Christ in their midst and chose to follow the one we call Lord?

Through Christ, God is leading you to an everlasting life... but will you follow?

​Will you build your life on the rock of the one who asks, “Why do you call me Lord, but do not do what I say?”

This week my family and I are on vacation in Bridgton, Maine. It’s a small rustic town deep in the woods about 45 miles from Portland.
Our trip started off in Salem which as you might know is famous for it’s controversial witch trials some 400 years ago. It was there we visited the oldest graveyard in the city, where there’s a memorial garden dedicated to the souls who were killed in spite of their innocence. In this garden there are 20 stone slabs, each with a name etched in it so we would never forget their who they were and their tragic story.

In the last week there has been 4 mass shootings, that have left 34 people dead and some 50 more wounded. That’s 34 tombstones that didn’t need to be made. As of this writing, we don’t know all their names yet. And given our history with gun violence in this country, I fear their story will fade faster than a tombstone weathered by time. Their names, like ours, are important. Especially to God.

So what’s in a name anyway?

Names are what people call us. They identify who we are in an over crowded world. When I hear “IAN” being shouted in a large group, I turn to look to see who is calling me. When I hear my entire name “IAN WOODMAN MACDONALD” I turn and run knowing I am in trouble.

Whether you’re a person, place or thing having a name is important. For example, when you read the name Coca-Cola what’s the first thing you about? Is it Capri Sun? Or Aquana, the Belgium sports drink? No. It’s the beloved carbonated soda – that iconic image that defines America. It is one of the most recognizable names in the world. Even though there are over 500 brands names under the Coca-Cola Company umbrella, they are not what you think about when you hear Coke.

For over two decades, I worked on products like Honda, Toyota, American Express, Mattel, and Samsung. It was my job to ensure my client’s name was the first thing you thought about when you wanted a car, a toy, or a credit card. Billions of dollars are spent every year on name recognition alone. The lucky ones, like Google, don’t need to spend that money because their name is synonymous with the category they represent. When we want information, we don’t Ask Jeeves, we “google” it.

Names say something about us. We all have one if not for no other reason than you can’t place an order at Starbucks without giving them one. In most countries, it’s customary to introduce yourself by your first name. In others, your last name is first. When I met Kathleen she was quick to tell me that her name was not Katherine, Kate, or Kathy, but Kathleen. I had to sing a song in my head so I wouldn’t forget it. Now, some twenty years later she and I still share a name.

Think about how good you feel when someone you meet in passing remembers your name the next time they see you. I still get excited when someone pronounces my name correctly. Growing up in the south, the name Ian apparently was a mouthful. And I am often surprised when it’s not spelled with the initials E.N.

Many parents struggle to come up with the right name for their newborn. Before we could bring Sean home the hospital made us name him. Fiona argued for Cosmo, and Colleen was dead set on Squirrel, but we settled on Sean Oliver Macdonald. From his first breath to his last, that will always be his name. And so are each one of ours. This is how people know us.

It’s been said that a good name speaks for itself. If you’ve been a victim of identity theft or a smear campaign, you know how important it is to protect your name from being misused or abused.

The Bible is filled with genealogies, names that beget other names. Which tells me names are important to God, who calls each of us by name. In today’s reading, Jesus meets a man who is brutally possessed. And the first thing he asks the guy isn’t do you want to be healed, but “What’s your name.”

Read Luke 8:26-33, 38-39.

In this reading Luke gives us three names to look at. The First, is the Name of the town: Gerasene. Luke said it is “opposite” of a better known town named…Galilee. By opposite, Luke is referring to more than just geography. This was Gentile country, the opposite side of the tracks, and the polar opposite of what the disciples knew.

In the middle of his mission Jesus makes an intentional trip to be with less desirable people. And takes his Twelve with him. One thing we know about Jesus is that he willingly crosses boundaries to make connections with people – because we have been named, and we mean something to him.

Luke tells us the man who greets Jesus has been suffering great distress. Whatever had a hold of this guy had beaten him down so badly that he was literally stripped bare. He wore no clothes, and he lived among the dead...whose names were etched on tombstones. When Jesus comes towards him, the man’s demons threw him to the ground. And what happened next? They shout out the second name in the story, Jesus.

Do you find it strange that the demons know who Jesus is: the Son of the Most High God? The disciples still can’t figured him out. Even though on the boat ride over there they freaked out when Jesus command the stormy surf to cease. I can only imagine what they thought when demons bowed down to him in obedience.

If you know who Jesus really is, then you know the one who sent him (Jn. 14:9). He is more than just another name on a family tree. Because of who Jesus is, it shouldn’t surprise us that he wants to get to know this man; who is the last name mentioned in our story. “What is your name?” Jesus asked.

Luke doesn’t tell us what it is. It could’ve been Flavius, or Augustus, or some other Gentile name, like Steve, or Glen. Either the man is too broken to remember his name or the cacophony of voices in his head won’t let him speak it. All he could say was, “Legion,” meaning there’s a lot of stuff going on inside him we don’t know about. Whatever they are, they’re overwhelming and torturing this poor guy. And this begs the question to all of us who know Jesus’ name and call him Lord:

How many voices are in your head drawing your attention away from who you really are. What are the things that possess you, or overwhelm you? Who or what is in control of your life? Are they problems at work? Financial worries? A bad relationship you can’t seem to break free of?

There are so many demons out there that possess and shackle us. In recovery programs they call them addictions. What demon’s are you addicted to: drugs, food, sex, entertainment, shopping, diet, self-doubt, narcissism, religion…? Jesus asks the man his name, but it’s the demons that are identified. This tells me that we need to name our demons as well if we are going to be healed and freed from their power over us.

In Luke’s story we see how the very name of Jesus possesses the power to heal, restore, and return us to who we were created to be – a special people with a special name. We are the beloved children of God, the very One who unites us and defines who we are and what we are called to do.

Jesus is defined by who he is. The Christ. The Son of the Most High God. Unfortunately, the way we often speak his name would lead you to believe that Christ is Jesus’ last name, but it’s not. Christ is who Jesus is, and what he does, and all that he represents. Healing, restoration, salvation.

There in that graveyard, Jesus asked the man his name, not because he didn’t know it but because he wanted the man to remember who he is, and what God has done for him. He was healed, restored, and returned him to his rightful place. There’s a reason why we call Jesus Lord. Savior. Redeemer king.

To know who Jesus really is, is to know the One who sent him and the reason why he was sent in the first place. His name is powerful enough to overcome the storms we face and demons hidden deep within us. But more importantly, his name alone builds the bridge between God and us. Jesus will tell his disciples to ask God for anything in his name, and it will be done (Jn. 14:13). As Paul proclaimed, “Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved” (Rom. 10:13). Jesus is the Christ.

In liberating the man from the thing that was causing him from living his life the way God intended, Jesus teaches us that salvation is more than some transaction between God and us. It’s a holistic and all-encompassing transformation; bringing new life to body, mind and spirit. Jesus crosses to the opposite side of what we know, and takes us with him. Be it a place like Gerasene or on a cross at Calvary, Jesus comes to us. It doesn’t matter who you are, or where you’re from, no one is beyond the reach of Christ’s redeeming and healing love.

Because of the selfless act of love Jesus made on the cross for our behalf, God highly exalted him and gave him “the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee shall bend, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, for the glory of God the Almighty” (Phil. 2:9-11).

So yeah, names are important. Especially the name Jesus, the Christ, through whom we have been adopted into a new family and given new names. The beloved sons and daughters of the Most High God.

Through Christ, our names are etched and memorialized upon God’s heart. And because of Christ God’s lips speak our names into eternity. Because God has named us, let it be God who defines us.

We are not a disease, or an addiction or a problem that possess us and keeps us from being anything but our true self.

We are the beloved, heirs to the Kingdom of God.

Redeemed and restored by the power of Jesus who gave his life so that we might live to receive our birthright and the eternal inheritance that comes with that blessed and holy name.

Three times Jesus asks, “What did you go out there to see?” A politician whose views change direction wherever the wind blows? A fancy king who only looks after his own best interest?   Heck, you wouldn’t have to leave the city to find that. No, they came to see a prophet.  One who didn’t mince words and wasn’t afraid to speak out against the king. 
 
That was John. He belonged in the wild with the rebels and renegades because his message was revolutionary. “Repent!” he screamed. “Change you heart, correct your thinking. Bear good fruit or risk being chopped down and thrown into the fire.”  
 
John was no ordinary prophet. He was the one who prepare the way for a radically new political realm, with a new king who would rule not with violence and death, but with peace and healing. Some of the very things the people were searching for when they went to see John.
 
In comparing John to Elijah – the one to announce the coming of the Messiah – Jesus made a powerful statement about himself. One that threatened the kings and the economy of the world. Those who had ears knew what was happening. That’s why they risked their life to go to him. 
 
I reckon we all eventually wind up in a wilderness at some point in our lives because at some point  the world will fail to provide what our hearts truly desire joy, peace, hope, love, mercy, justice and grace to name a few.
   
I came here with the intentions of getting some clear answers to question that have been weighing on my heart about the church and my ministry. But honestly I’m looking for the same thing as those people who went to see John. Like I said last week, we’re all hungry for the food God has to give us. And it was out there, in the desert wild, I found exactly what I was looking for.

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Now while our girls were at camp, a friend and I did some hiking in Zion National Park - which seemed fitting for my wilderness journey. In the bible, Zion was known for many things, one being the Kingdom of God. Jeremiah writes, “Arise, and let us go up to Zion, to the Lord our God (Jer. 31:6). 

On every trail we took, we were surrounded by majestic mountains, painted with the most vibrant colors. Like heaven itself, it’s impossible to adequately describe what I saw, but the grandeur of God’s glory was undeniably present. 
 
On our hike through the Narrows, a trail that is literally a river, Jim and I sloshed through the water, flanked by massive walls of reds and oranges and grays that seemed to squeeze closer together the further up river we walked. When we weren’t tripping over shifting rocks, we were wadding through the wild currents. And whenever it got difficult or laborious  I’d say, “Fear not. We are in the Kingdom of God.” 
 
And at times I swear I heard the canyon walls echo the psalm, “I lift my eyes to the hills – where does my help come from? From the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth. He will not let your foot slip” (Ps. 121:1-2). At least that’s what was in my head as Jim’s shoe began to slowly fall apart. 
 
The first of many stops to repair Jim’s damaged shoe was on a tiny river bank that was barely big enough for the two of us. It was there I first saw this  massive butterfly with bright yellow wings fluttering in the wind. It kept swooping down to get my attention. To my surprise, this beautiful creature followed us up the river and all the way back just to make sure the message was received.  
 
It took a moment for me to realize but this butterfly was reminding me where I was and who I was with. I was in the Kingdom of God, in the presence of the Christ, whose Spirit made sure our feet did not slip. Our knees took a beating but our feet remained firmly planted in God’s care. I had come to the wilderness to find divine inspiration, but it was the Divine who first found me.

Two days later, Jim and I were hiking to a place called Angel’s Landing. It’s a steep 2,000 foot climb to a narrow summit that got its name because it was once believed only angels could land there. With a 1,200 foot drop off on either side, I believe it got its name because one wrong step and you’ll be an angel landing. 
 
We took that hike with a young man named Nick who left his wife at the lodge to hike alone. I learned Nick was raised Catholic but likes to study all the ancient religious and spiritual practices. Nick had a ton of energy that helped push us two older men up the mountain. But he also had a ton of questions about God... good ones too. I wish I’d thought to answer Nick’s questions with a question like Jesus likes to do. What did you come out here to see? What are you looking for in life? What do you hope to find?
 
Instead, I told him about the butterfly and what Richard Rohr once said, “God loves things by becoming them.” No sooner did those words leave my mouth, when guess who showed up flapping its large yellow wings announcing, “The Kingdom of God is here.”  
 
I told Nick if you want to see God, all you have to do is open our heart. This is true to all of us. We hold the key to the answers we seek. Like Rohr describes, “If you want to find God, then honor God within you, and you will always see God beyond you. For it is only God in you who knows where and how to look for God.”  
 
No matter where you are, whatever questions you have, or issues you’re dealing with, turn your eyes inward and say hello to God.
 
You need to look no further than your own self because that’s where God has chosen to dwell. God has made all things, and in all things is the Divine. And that includes you and me. I am not suggesting we are God. We are made in God’s image, not the other way around. 
 
In all his ways, Jesus taught us to keep our hearts open...not so God can come in and change us but so that we can go into ourselves and be changed by God who loves us enough to become one of us. 
 
By following the way of Jesus, the Christ, we discover not only how powerful and healing God’s love can be but that we also possess that power. And with that power comes the great responsibility to open and heal the hearts of the world to move humanity from a place of violence to a kingdom of peace.  When we keep our hearts closed – our minds and hands are quick to follow. 
 
Just as the butterfly reminded me of where I was, and what I had been seeking, so to does Jesus remind us of what we must do to share God’s love in the world. Paul tells us that we must imitate Christ. Or as I have been saying all year when you see and do what Jesus does, then you learn and teach the will of God for others to follow. Let those who have ears listen.
 
It doesn’t matter if you’re walking in the wilderness, or stuck in an office, or sitting in a classroom, a wheelchair or prison cell, you have all the hope and peace, freedom and grace you desire because the love of God in you. Knowing this, you can be for others all that the world is unable to be...the very love of God, no matter where you are or what wilderness they are in.
 
The people flocked to the wild to see John. They risked their lives to receive the good news. But they saw the unexpected... a glimpse of heaven here on earth. That’s the power of God’s kingdom and the transforming love we receive from its king, Christ Jesus. Amen.
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Work Cited
Rohr, Richard. The Universal Christ: How a Forgotten Reality Can Change Everything We See, Hope For, and Believe. (New York: Convergent Press, 2019).